1:58 a.m.-September 05, 2003 How is it that I'm getting more comfortable with myself, my thoughts, feelings, and emotions, but I'm wanting less to express them in what is essentially a public forum, where any random person can just stumble upon them and read whatever they want?
It's very strange. I don't care what my friends read, they can read whatever they want, but being checked out by outsiders is starting to wig me just a leetle bit.
Which is odd after almost two and a half years of keeping an online journal. Maybe I'm just being paranoid in my old age.
I mean, I can say whatever I want, no one that doesn't know me really cares anyway. I just want to type. ;)
My right arm is killing me. It feels like it's strained from using the mouse, but it shouldn't be anymore used than usual, because I haven't been on the computer anymore than usual, so that is profoundly strange. My shoulder is bugging though.
I think it just thundered. That can't be right...
Junior was on QVC for an hour tonight. *sigh* He doesn't have any right to be that adorable, and just... Nope, no right at all. Too bad I still haven't come up with a convincing reason for him to marry me. Well, to convince him with. No one else needs any convincing in this area. ;) Either that or I need to get over his sorry ass. Damn emotional attachment. Dammit.
Ow, my head. Caffeine rush. I don't think I should've had that Coke. It was especially not helpful in the lose weight NOW campaign. Argh.
If I'd gone to bed two hours ago, I might've been able to get up for Charmed in the morning. This will not happen now. Besides, after what I just read about the new season, I don't know if I want to watch it anymore anyway. Freaking TV writers! Must gather small stuffed things to hurl at TV ALL season. This one's gonna be a long one. I almost wish summer wouldn't end, and that's saying something.
I soooo need a life. What are the odds?
I think maybe I'll be a TV writer. I mean, what the hell? You write utter crap that upsets people, and make money off it. I can write crap, at the very least. I'm fairly consistent in the upsetting people department as well. I need to do something involved in television. It's all I know. I should've been born in Hollyweird, for God's sake. Though God... You know, whatever He's up to, it doesn't involve me apparently. I mean, bigger things to worry about, yeah, but I'm kinda stuck here. A sign, a sudden burst of never-before-seen ambition might be a bit of a help.
I'm just sayin'.
*kicks the writers of Charmed*
Yes, I'm totally and completely random tonight.
Piper is my favorite Charmed One. I relate to her way too much. lol Her personality is not unlike mine. I never expected to like the show so much, much less latch onto a specific character so quickly. I'm also in love with Piper/Leo, since I started watching the season 2 eps.
*mutters*Which they're about to ruin AGAIN!*mutters*
Also, Cole is hot. I would totally jump Cole. Just not Source!Cole. Poor guy. Freaking evil writers.
My shoulder is really bothering me, so I'll be going to bed now. Ouch.
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