The One Where I Admit to Hearing Voices in My Head
12:54 a.m.-May 18, 2002

Ergh. Very bored. Very lonely. In race withdrawal, in critical condition. Very sad Mulder and Scully will be gone after tomorrow night.

Just another sucky weekend. Matt and Samantha are staying in Brenham tonight, and everyone else is asleep, so it's just moi. It's very quiet though, so that's a bonus.

Not much to report. Did a lot of nothing all day. I've been wanting to write, but I don't seem to have the energy to think that much. LOL

Scrapbooking is becoming a favorite pastime. I just like putting all my movie and TV and racing junk in there. My mom was looking through it this morning and she liked it. I've had it about three years and I don't guess she ever looked at it before. I need to get together more Smallville, Angel and X-Files stuff. *hugs the internet* Especially considering when I move with the Family of Doom, I may not have it for awhile. Which is just going to make me very, very cranky. And I'm already cranky, so make that double cranky.

*cuddles Tom Welling*

*shiver*

It would be nice if that was what I was really doing. hehe

I want to write, but I can't seem to come up with anything. I'd like to do some fanfic, seeing as it's been forever since I have. It's just that I keep having these bits and pieces of conversations in my head, so it's all jumbled, and sometimes they're so faint it's a whisper. Very odd, I know, but true.

I was lying in bed the other night and Lorelai was ranting something or other at Luke, but I was too tired to get up and write it all down.

Soooo, when you consider at mostly all times either Lorelai, Mulder, Scully, Harm, Mac, Cordelia, Angel, Chloe, Clark, Lana, Sydney, or Vaughn is yapping in my brain, then you'll know it's no wonder I never get a single thing written. That's a lot of people for one brain.

Oh, that's just frickin wonderful. Geocities is doing maintenance until Sunday morning! Grrrr. Now I can't play with any of my websites. SUCK!

Well, I'm gonna go restart this thing, and then try to make a wallpaper I have in my head.

I wish to GOD I had FX! The Winston's tonight, and I'm gonna miss everything. :( Three people on the board did offer me a tape if Junior wins, and Libbi offered it to me if I just want to see it anyway. Libbi's a sweetie. :)

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I wish I were only lonely
Just kind of ordinary blue
If I were only lonely
Then maybe I'd know what to do
But I'm helpless
Cause I'm lonely for you
- Reba

..past + future..

Meh - January 26, 2005
Hide me from the scary liberals! - October 29, 2004
Hiya there - October 15, 2004
Anger Managment Needed - July 31, 2004
I Give the World the Finger - July 27, 2004

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