2:28 a.m.-April 24, 2004 Ugh. Crampy. Stupid period. Story of my life.
I'm sitting here bored out of my mind, and all I can really do is wish I was somewhere else. It's gotten to the point where that is all consuming, and really, there's only one place I want to be. People suggest places they think I should want to be, but that's not working out.
I feel like I need to be in North Carolina. It's not a whim, or a phase, or some fleeting thing. It's been with me for two and a half years now. Not a whim.
What the hell I have to do to get there is another story, because jobs are still not forthcoming, and neither is the Texas Lotto. Though I already told God the only thing I wanted a couple mill for was to convince Junior I didn't want him for his money and that would be that. LOL
So if that plan's supposed to go forward, I guess I'll hit the jackpot. Someday. Argh.
Clearly I have sat on my ass in my parent's house to the point I've lost my marbles. But that's okay, there's no point in finding them now. They're all good and gone.
It just sucks having this feeling there's somewhere else you're supposed to be, and something you're supposed to be doing, and you've no means to get there.
Such is my life.
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