4:40 a.m.-December 04, 2003 God, my internet is on crack tonight. I haven't had this much trouble with it in months.
At least it let me get my cliques page up before it went haywire. I'm never gonna finish Miscellanea. Not in a million years. But I'm trying.
It's gotten cold again. I'm sitting here in a t-shirt and pj pants that are too short for me. 'Cause I'm stoopid. *sigh*
It's almost four in the morning, and I am wide freakin' awake. Ugh. I gotta start living like a grownup at some point. What point I don't know. There are some days it feels like I'll be living with my parents forever and never find a way to blow this stupid town.
I know it won't be this way forever. I just haven't figured out the perfect way to jumpstart MY life yet. This place isn't really a good jumping off point for anything. It's where people come to die, for God's sake. That's why 75% of the population is retired. Ugh.
Anyway, no point in getting all maudlin again. I'm supposed to be past PMS depressive phases for the moment.
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Dear Internet,
Why do you insist on not providing me with Andy/Prue anything? I just want a couple of fics, and something with which to make a damn icon. You're killin' me here.
For cryin' out loud,
Me
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Dear Hormones,
No, you sadly cannot have any of the pretty men to jump, so please leave me the hell alone.
Forever yours (unfortunately),
Me
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I think I'm getting eyestrain now. Fun. Ow.
I can't stop reading fic though. Bad me. I know if I go to bed I'll only stare at the ceiling trying to get warm, while listening to the *scratch, scratch* of the roach that escaped in there earlier. Ick. And things I don't want to think about will run around in my brain like a hamster on a wheel. An evil, nasty hamster that wants to drive me insane.
Let me amend that. More insane.
I can't wait till I have Hugh to sing me to sleep every night. That'll fix everything. ;)
*sigh*
Guess I'll go jump in that big, cold bed anyway.
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