11:53 p.m.-March 11, 2002 Ugh. Bad day. Really bad day.
I think all my entries now start with 'ugh', don't they? That just kind of sums up my life these days.
I got up about 11:30 this morning, stayed up an hour, went back to bed, and slept till 5. I haven't been out of my pajamas all day. I really felt like crap. I'm all depressed again. It's hormonal this time, so I don't think it'll last a month like last time. This time next week I'll be all chipper again. But right now chipper is the absolute last mood on my list. I feel sucky, and life's sucky, and everything is just really sucky.
But I got my Buffy tape from Sarah today! I watched three episodes tonight, and I've felt better since I got a Spike fix. Mmmmm, Spike. I'm up to "Dead Things" at the moment. I thought I'd save the other three for tomorrow.
Man, I can't believe it's been six months since September 11th. In a way it doesn't feel like it's been that long, but on the other hand, it seems like forever. Depends on the day, I guess. Or the kind of day I'm having at the time. I can tell you that's been a big factor of my depression, I know it. Even if it's just subconciously, it's there, and it's not an easy thing to get over. I don't know if I'll ever get over it. It affects every day of our lives from here on out it seems.
Uuuum. Is there anything happy to talk about? I kinda guess not. Dave's staying with CBS. LOL I love Dave. Glad he's not going to ABC to let them ruin him. I watch like one show on ABC and the rest of their stuff is crap.
I wrote Khristine of Khristine's X-Files Page to ask her if I could participate in the 2nd Annual X-Files Easter Egg Hunt, but she hasn't written me back yet. I just wanted to know what I'd have to do. Some info before Easter might be slightly helpful, or so I would think. Maybe she's busy?
I was so depressed about my C/A board closing down, but it looks like we're going to be getting a new, it's just that Aya won't be running it. I hope it works out, I'd hate to lose touch with everyone, and we have so much fun there.
I have my AIM on. Where is everybody? Asleep? Sheesh.
Well, I'm gonna go make my own avatar for the board, so I'll catch you all later!
Oh, by the way, for those of you who know Sammi, she got to Colorado safely this morning. She's called a couple of times today, so she's fine. I certainly wish it was me there instead of her! ;)
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