This Entry Needs a Zoloft...
2:52 a.m.-September 13, 2003

I feel... Emotionally exhausted, I guess. There's just been far too much death to process in the last 24 hours, so it'll do that to ya. Unfortunately I know this from personal experience. It's just amazing how knowing about someone dying that you didn't know personally can do that to you.

John Ritter just came as a shock, and Johnny Cash at the exact same time. Just too much. What can I say that hasn't already been said? I grew up watching those two guys practically from day one, and it's just sad they're gone. All I can do is pray for their families, especially John Ritter's. It was so sudden and unexpected, I know how incredibly hard it will be for his family.

*sigh*

In a true testament to the world being apparently flipped upside down and dropped on its head, David Letterman's gonna be a dad. At 56, for those that haven't heard. If that's not insane, I don't know what is. And that man certainly knows how to keep a secret, for his girlfriend's six months pregnant. Crazy, crazy, crazy.

Me? I'm never gonna have a baby. I'm going to be a spinster. Till I die.

I could just be a big whiny baby, or this could be the 3,876th consecutive Friday night without a date in the company of a good man. Argh. I hate weekends. At least on weekdays I can pretend I'm halfway normal, but not on weekends, oh no. *kicks self*

And no Charmed for the weekend either! *cries* They finally vanquished Cole today. Not that he stays gone or anything. Poor Phoebe. Too bad she couldn't just get a good deal with a very hot man. Grrrowl. Dude, I just can't believe he comes back. 'Cause, hi! Man, just let it go. You're lookin' mighty pathetic now.

I'm starting to hate that show just a little bit, because every time I watch it, I want sisters. Badly. Sure we wouldn't be cool witch sisters or anything, but you know. Ethan's just not cutting it. I hang with him and all, but he's a 14 year old boy. I wish I had a sister I was close to that I could do things with and share things with. And don't tell me about Samantha, because we might as well be totally unrelated. It's just something that's making me very sad right now for some reason.

Shanghai Knights wasn't that funny the first time, and the second only a few of Owen's lines are funny. I like Shanghai Noon a lot better. Besides, I'm just bitter because I wanted to order Daredevil. Bah. (I really just want to see Jennifer Garner kick ass. I could care less about Ben Affleck.)

My brain feels numb. I think I'm gonna go to bed and sleep past 8 in the morning. Maybe. I don't know if bed will be right away, but the sleeping past eight is a certainty.

..past + future..

Meh - January 26, 2005
Hide me from the scary liberals! - October 29, 2004
Hiya there - October 15, 2004
Anger Managment Needed - July 31, 2004
I Give the World the Finger - July 27, 2004

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